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Monday, 20 July 2015

this is the system of the beast - those that fall out of the satanic system, unemployed, are targeted.

This is real, they stalk anyone that refused the system of the beast, anyone who's smart, anyone who got out of pagan christianity.

We have the same staking groups in Namibia who only hire family members and now I know why.


Sunday, 19 July 2015

Gangstalking - This has happened to me and I want to make people aware of it

I stopped responding to it and I have found rest. The moment I distanced myself from all men the gangstalking became much less. At one point they put a dead rabbit in my room.
If they hate me so much I wish they'd stop trying to get with me. Watch this,

I used to hate myself cause of the horrible things these people said to me and about me. My laptop is also hacked and it switches off without me putting it off many times while I'm busy on it.
 I resisted the manipulation and they looked for other victims. I was always aware of being watched and whenever I went out the same people would be around me trying to do strange things. Strange people that get paid to physically harrass me. I avoid certain area's now. I distanced myself from them and the programing ended.
I feel free now, I know what was happening was/is real. I also know how to end it, guess who got the last laugh.
I still have neighborhood harrasment and people who are obsessed with my every movement. I remember till this day a strange white man coming to my hospital room when I was injured(short brown hair and grey suite sitting cross legged) , no one else was there and I was barely concious. I saw him almost everywhere I went after that. Never told anyone till now.


The death of chivalry - why so many women are prefering to be single

This is nothing new, it is the reality of what society is teaching our boys. I had no idea how men could treat me rough or try to break my confidence in every way humanly possible. I didn't dwell on it much since I wasn't interested in knowing why. I have been avoiding men who are not familly members for a year or so and that emotional abuse ended for me. Also since I wasn't sexually attracted to any of these men I didn't understand that they could be sexually attracted to me.

What I'm about to show you in these video's is something I hoped my father or my brothers would have told me.
I chose chastity cause I want to be like the prophets of the bible like EliYah or one of those.
Also the fact that I could never get along with any men except classmates in highschool(went to a technical highschool and it was bassically full of guys so it was easier to get along with the boys than the girls)
This tactic is probably as old as time, pay attention...

I didn't think it was possible but this video is even more
Closing words, what goes around comes around,


Saturday, 18 July 2015

My chastity, the journey

Been a year or two and this has been the best choice of my life. This is not for everyone as I said before but for those willing to take the path less taken keep reading.
Christianity worshiped marriage, racism and sex since I first heard of it and met Christians at the churches. I was almost destroyed by Christianity, so many years of my life wasted on a lie.
When I got out, I wanted to have nothing to do with the ídol's of Christianity. Especially after I found his true name.

For those who want to start out,

This is also why, at this point of my life and because of my vow I stay the hell away from any modern church. Since I'm not a pagan Christian(or a Christian) (practice a faith that has nothing to do with Christianity or paganism) I don't have any need to go to their churches.

I still believe in the omnipotent creator and his only son but they have nothing to do with zues (jesus) and El (Saturn).

I serve Yah and his son Yahawashi. I don't celebrate the pagan holidays and buying the pagan statues, necklaces or paintings. It's all very pagan and a big fat money making scheme. Reason why many try to forbid others from knowing the truth on this blog. They will lose money. Christianity is a multi billion dollar industry. Money is the root of all evil, nothing good comes from a bad tree.

coming around again

We need to study these things, we need to live with a plan and not buy everything we hear.
Well, I'm gonna be honest, if you don't you will perish. This is the most important parts of our lives and the only reason we are alive. Why people try to get you so deep into everything else that you miss the goal. Many have, believe me.

If you would love life

I sing because I'm happy, and I've never known such joy.
 It started when, after years of searching, I had come across the name of Yah, AaliYah, HalleluYah.
I finally am free both physically and mentally from the lies of the satan.

RiYah Veii
I also rejoice cause I had a really emberassing case of my neighbours watching me undress through the window. I covered my window up so that ends there. Strangely the same time I covered my window glass I got blocked from certain websites. Don't know how that relates, just thought I'd add that.

When you're young it feels like you'll live forever, I love it!

To love life is to want to live, no matter how many obstacles you face. I was not even supposed to be alive at this point, makes me value each second more. It's that much better when you know and praise the true name of Yah. Was on an online Hebrew dictionary typing in the name Yah. It kept coming up with ye and other words. Something tells me modern Hebrew isn't even close to ancient Hebrew.
So much in this world has been covered up, so much hidden. I would post many different topics all day on various websites, sometimes talking a lot of smack cause I was bored. The moment I found out his name is Yah and started posting about HalleluYah hashaddai I was blocked from each website I know.
Internet spell checkers don't even recognize the true name of Yah, does anything seem like a setup to you?

RiYah Veii

Don't let anyone lie to you, seek the truth and persue it. It took me a mighty long time to get here, but now my entire life has started making sense. I finally understood why so many people hated me with no cause, there was an actual war going on in the spiritual realm. A war that was probably meant to make sure I would never discover the truth that I know now. That would make total sense, the name of Yah has been covered up on almost every online platform. I really wish people would start questioning these things and wonder why the elite are hiding these things from us.

(And the most annoying part of blogging is internet spell checkers constructed by some person that probably failed all his Cambridge spelling tests. Since when was persue written as pursue? It has nothing to do with a purse.)

Till next blog, stay vigilant. These are the evil last days!

HalleluYah, sing HalleluYah

Giving praise to Yah, I finally understood what it meant. I wasn't going to give my praise to demons any longer, I had finally understood that all praise belongs to Yah.


Yahawa(father) and Yahawashi(son).
I say praise Yah, and praise his son Yahawashi.
You decide for yourselves and study his word.
Why we get the words,
HalleluYah - Praise Yah,
AaliYah - Most high and exalted Yah
 So I praise them by their names.
HalleluYah hashaddai,
HalleluYahawashi hamashiach hashaddai



Thursday, 16 July 2015

Imperial African dresses

Women who dress in the traditional attire. These are African women and it has been our tradition to dress this way as far as I can remember.

Now in history books and all over the world they say that ancient Otjiherero people were 'Himba' and wore animal skins. My great grandmother as well as grandmother never recall such a time,
Ovahimba people basically walk around naked wearing some sort of cloth made out of animal skin or something. This is not the Herero's people past, it's all been setup by the same colonizers that killed a large percentage of the Otjiherero people. They were trying to erase whatever identity we had and give us this fake one that very few of us relate to. Did the same in many parts of the world. This lie obviously didn't stick as you will see below.
This is the only history I ever knew. People, probably even Africans, spend millions of dollars and countless hours to make Africans think they are animals or the missing link between creature and man apparently (the latest insult I heard). But this is the past we remember, and how we dress till this day.


Saturday, 4 July 2015

The great deception I woke up from

2 Thessalonians 2:10and with all the deception of wickedness for those who perish, because they did not receive the love of the truth so as to be saved. 11For this reason God will send upon them a deluding influence so that they will believe what is false, 12in order that they all may be judged who did not believe the truth, but took pleasure in wickedness.
pagan, what Hebrew Israelite man has long hair when torah is against that?1 Corinthian 11:14, Does not the very nature of things teach you that if a man has long hair, it is a disgrace to him,

1 Kings 22:22
"'By what means?' the LORD asked. "'I will go out and be a deceiving spirit in the mouths of all his prophets,' he said. "'You will succeed in enticing him,' said the LORD. 'Go and do it.'

Isaiah 44:20
Such a person feeds on ashes; a deluded heart misleads him; he cannot save himself, or say, "Is not this thing in my right hand a lie?"

2 Timothy 4:4
They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths.

Psalm 81:11"But My people did not listen to My voice, And Israel did not obey Me. 12"So I gave them over to the stubbornness of their heart, To walk in their own devices.…

Isaiah 65:2
All day long I have held out my hands to an obstinate people, who walk in ways not good, pursuing their own imaginations--

Jeremiah 7:24
But they did not listen or pay attention; instead, they followed the stubborn inclinations of their evil hearts. They went backward and not forward.


Saturday, 27 June 2015

waking up from the the matrix we live ---It's a war between the devil and the creator, everyone is part of that in one way or another

All of this is setup, it's a lie to make you sin. The only war going on is between the devil and the creator. We are all pawns in this battle between good and evil. The most high wants people to wake up and be saved, the devil wants to destroy and send to hell as many as he can through as many lies as he can tell. He is the father of lies and the reality you think you live is a web of lies.

When I woke up from the deception I was extremely angry. Jesus was zues and not the messiah I was looking for. The messiah was Yahawashi and I had eaten the white lie all my life. I was extremely roth at this, no one like's being lied to about something so personal. Yahawa said he will send a great deception, and Europe carried it through.

 Now I understood why so many whites were atheist, they knew jesus was a mind controll trick for a new form of slavery, devized in hell itself. The greatest prisoner is the mental prisoner. Thank Yahawa I'm free, the deception is thick. Lucifer is the father of lies and he used the white man to not only conquer the world but enslave it mentally aswell. (I'm not racist, most of them doing this are said to be -. Many whites are just as decieved by the beast)
Jesus is a lie, he was never white. The messiah was Yahawashi, they changed the bible to take out the name of Yahawa and his son and replaced their names with GOD, LORD or YHWA. Yehoshua or yehova or yahweh are just as fake. His name is Yahawashi the son of Yahawa the holy one of Israel. When I knew how I'd been lied to I was close to tears. Jesus is the name of an earth pig in latin(and don't christian love pork?), the laws of the Torah still applied and I am trying my best to wake everyone up. Christianity was a joke, an insult. The devil doesn't care about them, they are having false revelations and few are awake to the deception of lucifer who want's to be called the most high. He is not and Yahawashi obeyed the Torah. So much is sooooo wrong with the world.


Friday, 26 June 2015

living for Yahawa and dressing like you belong to the most high-----my journey

I decided to dedicate this blog to my personal stories, since it's not holy for a woman to preach.

1 Timothy 2:12,
But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence.

1 Corinthians 14:34
Women should remain silent in the churches. They are not allowed to speak, but must be in submission, as the law says.

(The feminazi gonna get me for this one)

As a chaste(celibate for life) woman it has become much easier for me to see men as less of a threat to my relationship with my creator (cause two become one in marriage and I wanted to be one with the messiah Yahawashi, in word and deed). Though now I publicly choose to be under the authority of my creator Yahawashi Hamashiach, and not an earthly husband, I am begining to understand submission and obedience as a woman.

I'm not gonna get all self righteouse here, even though the reason I chose Chastity(celibacy for life) was out of a need to submit to authority, I was bassically way too lazy to choose marriage and children and I had the libido of a ten year old girl. Being with a man was out of the question for me, especially at this stage of my life.

Many people have other reasons for chastity but those are mine.

I was now going to dress like, not only a messianic Jew(not an actual jew as far as I know, just the faith of biblical judaism-Torah-and obedience to the messiah)
, but a chaste women(a form of nun but nothing to do with the catholic church).

Headcoverings, 1 Corinthians 11:6,
For if the woman be not covered, let her also be shorn: but if it be a shame for a woman to be shorn or shaven, let her be covered.


I was also going to dress holy, I wasn't going to mix cloth. That meant I had to start making my own clothes, using the material of the dress to sew it aswell.

Stay tuned for more updates on how I broke free,
this is going to be a beautiful life:-)


Sunday, 21 June 2015

Living chaste - women who choose to be the bride of the messiah

Since I became chaste I also notice more direction in my life and a general feeling of well being. I recomend this for everyone who wants to try.

The Vow of Chastity

Chastity, which is most perfectly embodied in Our Lord, is conferred as a gift by His Spirit in the hearts of those He has called to a life of total consecration.
"Through her joyous response to this gift, each Sister becomes a unique source of spiritual fruitfulness, a radiant and tangible sign of the Church as Virgin, Spouse and Mother, made holy by her intimate union with Christ. Each Sister is wedded to Christ through the vow of chastity and within this spousal relationship she ministers to the wounded members of His Body, the Church" .
"Chastity frees the human heart in a remarkable manner,...All in us is His.

Vow of Chastity

Life is not about sex, believe it or not many choose to opt out.

Vow of Chastity
By: Yvette
Modern and Medieval times are two eras that share some differences and similarities. One of the major distinctions is sex. Although sex is not a new phenomenon, the personal consideration of how and why a person chooses to govern themselves sexually can be viewed as an occurrence of one. When the issue of an individual’s sexual activity is considered within the context of present times, the ideas of chastity and virtue are not dominant nor are they common aspects that are widely shared. Today’s society and some religious sects within the Christian community have evolved to a new level of thought that includes tolerance; (which I define as the system of the beast, why I don't identify with christianity but with messianic Judaism) while typically it has frowned upon freely exercising the freedom of sexual activity outside the realm of marriage (McNamara, J. Sexual Equality and the Cult of Virginity In Early Christian Thought p. 151). Intercourse within the confines of marriage has been the rule yet; (This is not a 'rule' it's the most high's law) the exception is that however an adult chooses to privately conduct their sex life is permitted-even within the institution of the Christian church (That is paganism and is one of the reason's I opted out of christianity and decided to persue messianic Judaism) .
The early Christian church during the Middle Ages encouraged sexual integrity among people who desired to live a life that reflected sexual virtue. The thought of deterring women from marriage was furthered by the religious institution by an obvious conclusion that, “From best to worst, marriage is a state of bondage from which the only escape is celibacy” (McNamara, J. p. 151). Benefits of chaste living were also promoted in the church with statements such as:
At the very least, the virgin woman could expect release from the governance of a husband and the chains of children. She [would be] free of the burden of worldly cares and responsibilities that weighed her sisters down. On a higher plane, she was almost free of the mortal coil itself (Those were some of the points that led me to chastity, in all it is a much easier and more joyful life) (McNamara, J. p. 151).
This idea assisted many holy women in their decision to embrace the vow of celibacy which was practiced throughout Christendom.
The mantra of Christianity(and messianic Judaism) has hinged upon the attempt to emulate Christ (The messiah) in all aspects that pertain to life.

To be married to purity and virtue.



Saturday, 20 June 2015

AHAYAH ASHAR AHAYAH ( I am that I am) finding the name of the most high

(I am quoting the video below)

YAHAWAH is his name(means he exists), name of the most high. u, e, o and other vowels weren't common back then.
Ancient hebrew and modern hebrew ain't even the same. Here's a crash course in not being decieved.
Judah is actually Yahawadah which means praise Yahawa.
Jesus is the greek transliteration for the hebrew Joshua. But He wasn't greek, he was hebrew. Moses changed Joshua's name, Joshua the son of nun. Changed from  Hawashi to Yahawashi.(from salvation to He is salvation)(Oshea to Yehoshua which is a different translation). He bassically has the same name as Joshua, Joshua was a high priest and the next Joshua was the promised saviour(son of God).

Wednesday, 17 June 2015

Cellphone slaves and modern slave systems

Cell Phones and Slavery

Could anyone imagine that cell phones are tainted with the blood of 3.2 million deaths since 1998? Also, that the same thing happens with some
children's video games? And that mega-technologies contribute to forest
depredation and spoliation of the rich natural resources of
paradoxically impoverished peoples?

the Democratic Republic of Congo concentrates over 80% of the
deposits, where 10,000 miners toil daily in the province of Kivu (eastern
Congo), a territory that has been occupied since 1998 by the armies of
Rwanda and Uganda. A series of companies has been set up in the zone,
associated to large transnational capital, local governments and
military forces (both state and "guerrilla") in a dispute over the control of
the region for the extraction of Coltan and other minerals.

Not only are people slaves to the system of the beast but they are given harmfull devices like cellphones to track their every movement. The devil isn't omnipresent like God, he needs to use devices to control the masses.

destruction of actual communication!

Most people need cellphones or else they won't get a job, have friends or a social life. See how we got enslaved? I chose to break free from constantly being traceble and stalked by litteral strangers.
 Halle Berry
Think about it, most people carry cellphones everywhere they go, how easy to use cellphones to control us.

Tuesday, 21 April 2015

Laugh out as loud as you can!!!!!!!

For the best of Mbuae tjiri, the latest comedy skits on the web, catch it here on heavenangelkiss!!!


Sunday, 22 March 2015

Discovering the mark of Cain

I think the mark of cain can be a literal thing, but, perhaps it is a spiritual thing or mark seen with spiritual eyes.
So Why have we not seen a mark, or the mark of cain? Perhaps we need spiritual eyes to see it?
 Image result for mark of cain

I just consider everything, because I am not sure. Just trying to be collective and make sense later. But need to pray about it.

I like how you said 6 fingers. Remember, the giants or nephilim had the mark. But, remember we talked how the sons of cain and the nephilim almost seem different? How do we combine or seperate the two: sons of cain vs nephilim when basically we know the sons of cain's father is satan. So we have our answer I guess. 
The nephilim had 6 fingers, does that mean sons of cain have 6 fingers? is that the mark? How about the star of david that the Jews use. By the way, that star is not the star of David. That is a lie. In the O.T. it tells us Baal worshipers used a star. So is this start the mark of cain? Do they have a spiritual star on themselves? or a real star? or is there something on them, where it appears as a star only if you look close. After all, the a feminine noun when used in the bible. Why would it be used in the female sense? Why is earth called a her? is there a relationship between the mark, mother earth, and how the earth and sons of cain hide themselves from eachother?....these sons of cain are cursed from the earth. So first thing cain does is create an artifical world, known as "the city"....satan is said to be behind all the rising and falling of great cities. A city is designed to enslave or get others to work for them...the sons of cain.

Image result for city of washington and london
 Its all sort of coming together like this. Since they are the city builders, perhaps, the mark of cain can be seen in all their cities....Why would cain keep using their mark in cities? well, they get protection from that mark? Perhaps it has some kind of power, to let these evil doers continue? why?...because God proteced this evil seed line for one thing, to guide all things into a perfect plan in salvation and calling on his believers. 

So we can go on and on but this is my foundation right now about the mark. I am searching to really know what this mark is. Perhaps it is 6 fingers...maybe 6 fingers has a relationship with the star of the Jews. Washington uses a star in their city this the mark of cain?

Image result for city of washington

By John Doe